does it annoy you ppls when all i post about is G?

well, get used to it. this is my blog, after all! :)

yesterday i was IMing girlnextdoor (as i said last post)... o told her that i was super super happy... she said "what, did G look in your direction?" i said "no! well... yeah, he did... but that's not the only reason i'm happy!" lol.

he talked to me again today. Not really any different from all the other days.
G: (talking in funny voice) My locker. *points to locker*
Me: *nod* Your locker. *points to my locker* My locker.
G: very good.
Me: *thumbs up* (i dont know why i did that...)
(we were both smiling ^-^)
^-^ squeeee! lol.

my friend, Kira, at my bus stop, she's a lower-classmate, told me that she finally worked up the nerve to ask out the boy she likes! and... he said yes! yay! go Kira! :D
i have been thinking about asking G out... but i'm not allowed to date, so i'd have to keep it a secret from my parents... and my friends seem to think G's really really weird/retarded. he's not!!! at lunch they were making comments about his tight pants (they are NOT tight! geez. just cuz he doesn't wear his pants so baggy that we can see his underwear, like 4/5 of every guy at my school, does not make him weird/gay! (Kira's friend said that he looks gay, at the bus stop after school... but she's a lower-classmate, too, she doesn't know him.) they are so mean... really! i wonder what they would say if they knew i like him... -_^ <--- (raised eyebrow)
a couple times i looked at him and he looked at me... it was so... i don't know... wonderful? he has beautiful eyes... i know, that sounds weird, talking about a guy, but he does! they're the same colour as Nudge-chan (not Anne! thisandthatfornudge.blogspot.com).
our buses park right next to each other @ my school, and he usually boards his first. i was talking to Kira, but it took me awhile to reply to her cuz... well, i was looking at him, kay?! gosh. he sat in a window seat. i thought i saw him looking in my direction, but i can't be sure. it looked like he was looking out the corner of his eye. i didn't stop staring cuz our eyes didn't connect, so it wasn't so weird.
i sososo want to ask him out... but how would he react? read the end of my last post. cuz i really would hate to get rejected... he would prolly go tell his jocky friends and they would laugh :'( *sob* but there is a possibility that he might say yes... but i doubt it. i can fantasize, can't i?