does it annoy you ppls when all i post about is G?

well, get used to it. this is my blog, after all! :)

yesterday i was IMing girlnextdoor (as i said last post)... o told her that i was super super happy... she said "what, did G look in your direction?" i said "no! well... yeah, he did... but that's not the only reason i'm happy!" lol.

he talked to me again today. Not really any different from all the other days.
G: (talking in funny voice) My locker. *points to locker*
Me: *nod* Your locker. *points to my locker* My locker.
G: very good.
Me: *thumbs up* (i dont know why i did that...)
(we were both smiling ^-^)
^-^ squeeee! lol.

my friend, Kira, at my bus stop, she's a lower-classmate, told me that she finally worked up the nerve to ask out the boy she likes! and... he said yes! yay! go Kira! :D
i have been thinking about asking G out... but i'm not allowed to date, so i'd have to keep it a secret from my parents... and my friends seem to think G's really really weird/retarded. he's not!!! at lunch they were making comments about his tight pants (they are NOT tight! geez. just cuz he doesn't wear his pants so baggy that we can see his underwear, like 4/5 of every guy at my school, does not make him weird/gay! (Kira's friend said that he looks gay, at the bus stop after school... but she's a lower-classmate, too, she doesn't know him.) they are so mean... really! i wonder what they would say if they knew i like him... -_^ <--- (raised eyebrow)
a couple times i looked at him and he looked at me... it was so... i don't know... wonderful? he has beautiful eyes... i know, that sounds weird, talking about a guy, but he does! they're the same colour as Nudge-chan (not Anne! thisandthatfornudge.blogspot.com).
our buses park right next to each other @ my school, and he usually boards his first. i was talking to Kira, but it took me awhile to reply to her cuz... well, i was looking at him, kay?! gosh. he sat in a window seat. i thought i saw him looking in my direction, but i can't be sure. it looked like he was looking out the corner of his eye. i didn't stop staring cuz our eyes didn't connect, so it wasn't so weird.
i sososo want to ask him out... but how would he react? read the end of my last post. cuz i really would hate to get rejected... he would prolly go tell his jocky friends and they would laugh :'( *sob* but there is a possibility that he might say yes... but i doubt it. i can fantasize, can't i?

ahhh, Winter! the season of love...

wow that sounded so incredibly stupid...
ai! ai! ai!
ai= love. lol.

girlnextdoor's in ai, i'm in crush (lol)... kay i'm in major crush... i wouldnt stop babbling on and on about G... i'm sure gnd got bored... lol.

today he talked to me!!! and i saw him looking in my direction a couple times throughout the day, but i doubt he was looking at me :)
he couldn't get his locker open (wow! what a surprise! lol), and his friends were teasing him about it. he said, "Hey! I'm doing what everyone else is doing! Courntey! You did this!" as i was walking away from my locker. I don't know if he heard me, i hope he did, but i said "I did not!!!" lol. ya i kno, what a creative response!!! lol.

we (girlnextdoor and i) were IMing...
girlnextdoor: does he know you EXIST??? lol jk jkjkjkjkjk
Courtney : of course he does! weren't u even listening to my rants earlier? lol
girlnextdoor: yes, but how do you know that he wasnt talking to his locker?
girlnextdoor: maybe courtneys a family name
girlnextdoor : and thats wat he named his comp...
Courtney : very funny
(EDIT: sorry, i accedently typed in Kara... that's the name of another one of my friends... i was talking to her at the same time, so it kind of confused me... but i changed it to girlnextdoor!)

we (girlnextdoor and i) were having a conversation about our comouter's names... lol.
but i'm soso happy... its soso wonderful... girlnextdoor said that i should "just ask him out already!" i'm so tempted to... but i'd have to keep it a secret from my mom... which would be SO hard... my friend's couldn't tell their parents, and i'm sure they'd be dying to tell them that i finally got a bf! lol. but he'd more than likely reject me, anyways. like i rejected him last year (oh, i really hope it wouldn't be that aweful... but in my defense, i was still convinced that boys were disgusting little bugs back then!!! and i didn't even KNOW who he was!!! if anyone asked me out that day, i would have had the exact same reaction!)... hmmm... now i'm thinking about that day... a preppy girl asked me out for him... i said "EW! ewewewewew noooo!" my cousin said "Tell him to get a life!" then a few minutes later my cousin told me to look over to his table, and he was sitting there with his head on the table, resting on his arms... then later that day. last hour, in gym, we were playing field hockey (it was actually fun!)... and i was opposing him... i remeber thinking, "hey, isn't this the guy who asked me out at lunch today? oh, well..." lol.
HE.
IS.
KAWAII!!!
<3 <3 <3
no... more than kawaii...
HOTT!!! <3 <3 <3

kay, i'm done now. :D

Friday...

i just IMed to girlnextdoor bout what i did friday, and i dont feel like re-typing it, so here's basically what i typed:

yesterday angel and nudge and i worked at the school store for the basketball games (girls and boys)!
and chelsie's grandma was there for a little bit and let us have some candy form her office ^-^ and ben and some of his friends saw us sorting out the chocolate (we each got 2 hersheys kisses and 2 mini peanut butter cups) and they all wanted us 2 give some 2 them. it was so funny! ben was like "Courtney! come on! we're science partners! i thought we had something!" joking, of course. it'd be funnier if u could hear me, hear the tone he used, ya kno. nudge and angel kept picking on me after that! they kept saying things like "you could have finaly had someone!" lol.
and they kept taking my glasses!!!!!!!!!!!! augh! i had 2 chase them around the hallway trying 2 get them! they took them away THREE times! three!!! and Holleigh and Heather were there, so heather and i kept trying 2 step on each others feet... we were doing that on the way back from lunch earlier that day lol
~*~
that's all i typed

G was there, too! hawtie! lol. i was really surprised 2 c him at first. i was just standing at the counter, bored, when he walked out of the cafeteria!!! it scared me for a sec. i dont know why, tho... lol. ben's hawt, too. :D almost all of the popular ppls are. boys, at least. lol i have no idea if they girls are hott or not... i'm not lesbian! but a lot of them are really pretty. how did i get on this subject?
i'm on clubpenguin.com right now... i havent been on there for a loooong time...

sayonara!

~*~Courtney~*~

ahhh!

sorry, i kno i havent been posting very often lately.
so, Monday we didn't have school. YAY!!! i spent the nite @ Nudge's with Angel Sun-Mon. ^_^
we got seat changes in Science! now instead of the boring rows, we have more interesting two-tables-pushed-face-to-face-so-they-make-a-square seats! yay!
i sit next to Morgan, a prep (she's not as bad as i thought she would be, though), and a guy names Jonathan (ehhh, i think that's right...). turns out he luvs manga!!! yay! (well actualy Jonathan sits diagonal from me, across from Morgan). last week he asked me what Fruits Basket book i was in. and last night DNAngel vol 3 came in @ the library 4 me! yayness! he told me how he was waiting for his cousin to get vol 3, and read part of it while i was finishing up my test (i had 2 leave the classroom during the test for picture re-takes, so most ppl were done b4 me). :) i might let him borrow it tomorrow. i finished it on the ride home from school. and the library called me again today, more books came!!! Furuba vol 4, probaly (i just bought it last weekend, though), and (hopefully!) DNAngel vol 4!!! btw DNAngel vol 3 is SO good!!! cant wait 4 vol 4! (haha)
and i started watching the anime for DNAngel! Veoh.com is being a butt and not letting us watch more than 5 min of any anime (unless we want to download it... which i can't)! grrr! i'm SO glad that i finished Tokyo Mew Mew before they did that!!! it would have SO sucked if i couldn't finish the series!
uhhh, where was i? oh, yeah! DNAngel anime. well, i was able to find it on imeem.com, but only the english version... i wanted to watch the japanese one! oh, well. i'll take what i can get. Daisuke's voice is a little weird, but not too bad. i don't really like his grandfather's voice. and i HATE Risa's voice!!! so high-pitched and weird! it's great when they do that in japanese versions, but SO not okay when they do it in english ones! sometimes i have a hard time understanding her (at least in the japanese one i have subtitles)...
heh, heh, i probaly should have posted this on mymangaobsession.blogspot.com! whoops.
btw, i dont think i've posted bout this yet. Fire got a new blog! http://fire-omg-its-a-blog.blogspot.com/
and i got a hit counter! finaly!!! it's below the cbox.

well, tt4n!

~nya!

~*~Courtney~*~

I just had a fexcellent idea!

CARBONATED KOOL-AID!!!

yeah!

=D

yay! Amber wants me to teach her how to draw anime! she's a really great drawer, but she draws animals and nature scenes and stuff, not anime ppl. ^_^ *happyness*

hehe today i was at my locker and some boy with straight hair went to G's locker and got into it. at first i was confused... then Royce said "Hey, G! you straightened your hair!" lol that surprised me! and sure enough, when the straight-haired kid turned around, it was him! XD it was funny! he told Royce that his sister made him let her do it XD for u ppls who don't know, G has veeery curl hair. ^_^ by History it curled a bit, and it actualy looked really good! =D

while we're on the topic of boys, before Photo Editing started I was walking to my computer when J jumped in front of me and yelled, "HI!" lol! XD Me: WHOA! Hi!!!
it was funny =D

kay, going back to watching Tokyo Mew Mew...

Nick Jonas

Well, i guess someone told R that he looked like Nick Jonas. We were in science class, working quietly (well, some people were talking), when R suddely said, "Hey, Mrs. S? What's Jonas Brothers???" lol. then after school Carrie showed him a poster she had of the Jonas Brothers. R looks even more like Nick than i thought! i never compared them side-to-side. just erase R's freckles and you have a carbon copy of Nick Jonas! XD well, i think R's a little younger than Nick.
And in Photo Editing Devon told me that the guy i USED to like, J, likes me. he doesn't really know this, of course. he's just jumping to conclusions, cuz we sit next to each other and talk a lot. then he asked my if i liked J. of course, i said no. THEN he asked me if i thought J was cute. my face turned red. i told him that it was none of his business. his reply? "that means 'yes.'" argh! okay, sure, J is cute. but i dont like him!!! and now a popular kid knows that i think he's cute! twice, last week and today, Devin asked J if he likes me. i pretended that they weren't talking to me (i sit between them), becoming very intersted in signing into my computer. J shook his head (perifical vision, or however u spell that)... okay this oh-so-weird post is over!!!

Short Story

I feel like writing a story... a short story. a completly random and weird short story. and i'm going to kill off everyone in the end. kay? ;D my friend said she loves doing that for school. she's lucky. we're not alowed to do that at my school!!! and she goes to a super-strict Christain school!!! so nawt fair! (nofe-air! lol u kno what i mean, girlnextdoor ;) *goes off to write super strange short story where everyone dies in the end*

(WARNING: ENDLESS RAMBLINGS AHEAD)
wait- b4 i go, i want to add something. whenever anyone types something like *goes to watch movie* or something like that, i always imagine a chibi version of that person. lol. like, in one episode of Tokyo Mew Mew, Ichigo got really really mad at Ryou and her head got HUGE and "exploded" and then she was a chibi screaming at him with the rest of the Mews behind her crossing their arms and tapping their feet. Then Ichigo stopped screaming and was breathing hard and licked her foot like a cat, then a Ryou chibi walked-bounced by her. I imagine the chibi-person walking like that. lol. I've always loved that scene. :D
*goes off to write story*