-sigh-, Act II

sorry, when i typed the last post, i was in a really foul mood. the US is a really nice place, though. i'm looking into a program where i can go to Japan for a month!!! i'll give ya'll the detail l8r, if you wish. i want Angel to go with me! but i dont think she really want to go ;) u can just say that, angel, i don't mind if i go by myself! :)
there's this guy at school that i'm friends w/, but ppl think we're going out cuz yesterday i got out my ipod and he wanted to listen so we shared the earphones... yeah, i know how that looks. we did it again today (i dont know why), and Stacey (one of my friends) yelled at us that it looked like we were going out. i flipped her off (i've just been dying to do that all day! i've had a lot of anger boiling up inside of me lately). she was surprised... i don't think she's ever even heard me swear before! i don't do it often. only when i'm in a really bad mood. but, anyways, it was kind of weird. the iPod thing. well, tomorrow i'm going home w/ Angel, so it won't happen then, at least. but maybe from now on i'll "forget" my ipod or something. he has a girlfriend, btw. but i don't like it much. guess that's my nature coming in to play. i'm not a people person. kind of anti-social.
today in gym class, a girl said to me "Can you just stop sucking?!" she said it kind of quietly, i'm not sure if she intended me to hear. if we weren't being yelled at to get back in our places, i probaly would have told her off (er, by that, i mean calling her a bratty prep and other names that are true but probaly pretty hurtful)... i wanted to punch her in the face and cry at the same time!!! i KNOW i suck, but that was INCREDIBLY rude!!! next time she does something i don't like, i'm going to do something rude back at her... hmph.
kay my cats on my lap and it's really hard 2 type w/ 1 hand, so bye!